Thinking and waiting can kills

After being lazy and "goyang kaki" at home for around one and a half month, I finally decided to find a job rather than just sitting at home doing nothing beside playing, sleeping, and eating. I admit that I am really a lazy person, but I am not a person that can tahan boring. wahahaa... Some people says, lazy people will always go toilet. I always go toilet too but can't it because of I drink a lot of water? hahaa.. that means people who drinks a lot of water=lazy people! Some says, lazy people will have a longer waist. Oops! I do have a long waist too..LOL! jkjk...

After writing and you have reading so much crap, let me go back to the title. Hmm... I will soon be a promoter in a supermarket. Promoting "Back To School" items like bags, school uniforms, shoes, and etc. Although the salary is not high, but at least better than just sit at home and "goyang kaki" waiting for the money to drop from the sky. Hope that I can do well since this is my first job in my lifetime. Wish me luck!

Hmm...actually before the holidays, I have already planned to find a job in these 3 months time. Until today, if not mistaken, I have already wasted around 1 1/2 months. wahahaa...so proud of you la! So please don't allow urself to waste another 2 months lo...
Obviously I am this kind of person. Always thinking and waiting, always giving excuses, and always give up chances. Always stand besides the door and giving excuses not to open it. That is me, no one can deny that, only I can change that, is just don't know when will this day come.

Time flies, often so quickly that you don't realize it.
When you feel it, there is always a regret.

I like this song, energetic...

Title: I want to save you
Standing on the edge of morning,
scent of sex and New Found Glory
playing as she's pulling back her hair.
She drives away, she's feeling worthless;
used again, but nothing's different.
She'd stay the night but knows he doesn't care.

At home by three;
a deafening quiet.
The porch light's off,
guess they forgot it.
She'd cry herself to sleep
but she don't dare.
And she wants to be a model,
She wants to hear she's beautiful.
She's beautiful.

I want to save you,
I want to save you. (Yeah)
I need you
to save me too.
I want to save you.

Dressed by dawn and out the door,
no lights, she memorized the floors
so she could leave without being detected.
She works till three; it's uniform,
she dreams that he'll come by the store.
She prays for days when boys mean she's protected.

And she wants someone to see her,
She needs to hear she's beautiful.
She's beautiful.

I want to save you
I want to save you. (Yeah)
I need you
to save me too.
I want to save you.

And she won't sleep. (and she won't sleep)
She won't sleep,
and she won't sleep
at all.

I want to save you
I want to save you. (Yeah)
I need you
to save me too.

I want to save you
(Let me save you)
I want to save you
(Let me save you)
I want to save you
(Let me save you)
I want to save you
(Let me save you)
I want to save you